Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Woah! im back...

hey everyone!

God-dammit i almost forgot my blog address :O its been that long. Im so sorry my loyal followers, things have been pretty hectic and in the midst of it all i forgot entirely about my blog.

Anywayz here i am and heres whats happenin!

Firstly, u'd all be glad to know (i sure as hell am) that im going to see mboy again in april! it feels like its been ages and i miss him so much i dont know how i'll leave melbourne again =/.

Secondly, college/school/whatever u wana call it, lol its been tough and unfortunately ther hasnt been much success. I put it down to playing too much games and not balancing study with it so i had to give up something extremely important to me + mboy--- WoW. Yes i was a 'crack for gamers' addict and it has been really tough, iv been so bored but im hanging in there.
Ironically, i played that game so much that iv found it hard to fill all the time! Iv been able to get things done but then when theres nothing to do, i am a bit sad. It was hard for mboy to accept (i mean it was around 90% of how we communicated) and i had to discuss over the phone with him for hours- it was a big thing in our relationship and very very hard to let go becoz of that.
Something had to be done, however, becoz my family is on my back about my course now and there is a deadline for me to finish this course....heaps of exams to do and they must be done. Heres how i put it- lose the computer or quit wow so i quit wow becoz if i lose the computer then its VERY little communication with mboy and absolutely no leisure.
yeh so that was the big 1.

Thirdly, footy season is back! a good thing, an AWESOME thing i cant wait for my parramatta eels to lift that nrl premiership this year :) good thing about the footy being back is that i can use it as motivation to study and i havnt copped quiting wow as bad becoz footy has been there for a little bit of the time and its something i deeply enjoy to watch. rugby league has got to be the best sport on the planet :P dunno what im gonna do without it in melbourne lol.

Fourthly, something really surprised me the other day. I wanted to give something back to the community. I had done community service before (night patrol and buddies days) and they made me feel good inside. Sure, gays can do that. But something i find a major issue is-- we cant give blood! Now this has got to be discrimination, and its not like me to be political/legal but something has to be done about it! I waited over an hour just to be interviewed so i cud give my blood for the greater good. I filled in their forms, weighed myself in, had plenty of food and water and then they looked at my questionnaire and said becoz i had 'male to male sex in the past 12 months' ticked they wudnt allow me to give blood. Something i didnt take too well becoz whats the difference if a heterosexual couple does 'gay' sex? The risks are the same, so this is discrimination. I told mboy and he totally agreed! at least 10% of the population are gay and they cant give blood unless they giveup sex! and they say they need more blood donors.....
The thing that bothered me most about it is that i had been tested the previous week for STIs and everything and nothing came back positive, yet they wont allow a healthy person whos had sex with a guy to give blood. Anywayz, enuf on the blood-doning-bullcrap i can live with it =/.

Yeah so thats mainly whats been happening over the past few months. Its gone fast, but now the days between me seeing mboy again are going slow =/ i dont expect any forgiveness from you my followers, i will just say sorry and iv noticed that the blogworld has been quiet lately so it wasnt a good thing to not be posting.

love y'all <3