Thursday, December 17, 2009

Back home...

Thats right, bitboy is back home. D:

It was so hard to leave mboy's place yesterday. I loved being there with him, his mum and even his annoying (at times) cats :P. I wish I could stay there forever, snuggling/kissing him in bed but my parents were upset and worried enough as it is, plus iv got a course here to do so i can get a job :P. I havent gone to sleep yet becoz i cant, i miss being there by his side sleeping there with him and its getting to me.

The trip back was hot, very hot (40 DEGREES!!) and i was sweating like a pig when i got home lol. I am thankful for all the help offered to me by a friend of mboy's named Lach who literally saved me heaps of cash giving me a lift to and from the airport and even showing me a good time in melbourne. Much appreciated Lach, you will always be a good friend of me and mboy! :)

Anyways, the train to melbourne was taking ages, so i took the time to read a book i had for a while called Tuesdays with Morrie written by Mitch Albom. I will never forget this book it has been so inspiring and life-changing for me and will always try to recall everything i have learnt in it about the meaning of life. R.I.P Morrie Schwartz.

About the parents reaction when i got home...
I walked into the office to find dad both mad and upset. Mad because he believes im neglecting my course by taking a short break, and upset because i never contacted him and worried him (which i feel bad about, but they made me do it). On the other hand, coming home to mum she was perfectly fine, i can even use the computer now because i know the passwords and im trying to get this computer running fast again. Of course she was upset about me not contacting her either, but there were emails sent and shes just happy to see me fine (plus shes tired so she couldnt really care lol).
So the parents reaction i sum up with 'meh' because im barely with dad and he is the upset/mad one whereas i live with mum most the time and she seems okay with how everything panned out. Even my homophobe brother has changed his ways since i got home :O hes actually being a good brother now and some1 handy to spend time with :).
So back on the home front, things seem to be okay, and i hope you are glad to hear this mboy, tho you wanted them to kick me out so i cud live with you lol [we'll live together soon, dont worry ;) ]

Thats all i can come up with for now, sorry if this blog post is a bit dodgy or bleary its- partly becoz im tired, and partly because im having too much fun watching this new show i love called 'The I.T Crowd'- its so dam funny!!!

Love you all,


Thursday, December 3, 2009

time for an update :)


right here in mboy's house, having the time of my life with the love of my life. :)
umm yeah i was going to make a post called "Bitboy's Great Escape" that would detail my whole escape plan to get here, but it is tooo ingenious to reveal. :P
anywayz, i just wanted to put it out there that mboy is the greatest guy in the world (you all know that lol), he deserves happiness and im glad, and am truly gifted, to be the one who truly gives him that. Things did get fucked up, but im glad im here now and everything is going along perfectly between us. :) The trip here was definitely the most exciting time of my life, but full of nerves from both ends- especially the 3 hour train trip! Its such a relief being able to actually hug him rather than send it via text/online chat. :)

Last of all. Screw the parents! I'll have to face it eventually, but right now im enjoying myself too much to worry about that crap. They have to learn that i love who i want to love and i cant help my feelings for someone, especially if they try to force me out.

So yeah, me and mboy are well and happy with each other (for now) and hopefully things stay that way :)

Thanks for all the support you people have given me here, it helped/motivated me to make this trip and i have no regrets! :D
Love you all <3